Friday, April 4, 2014

the {poetry for lent} link-up

In the Garden

“As I take my spade in hand, as far as I can see, great clods of earth are waiting, heavy and dark, a hopeless task.” - Kathleen Norris, describing her approach to the contemplative life


I spent an afternoon killing
weeds, cutting
earthworms into pieces, tilling
sod into furrows.

My arms ached,
a line of bruises crossed
my thighs;

I felt powerful.

Then snow fell,
the half-readied earth froze.

I returned
to bits of weed and grass
rerooted, my labor
null and void.

I spent an afternoon filling
wheelbarrows, spading
clumps out, dumping
weeds in the back pasture.

The hens followed me.
They know Mary Oliver says
“Poems should have birds,”
and mine pecked greedily at worms,
shitting in the tilled soil.

This is not a metaphor.
My heart is not the garden.
Or if it is a garden, it’s one
I’m still afraid to till.

I wonder if anything will grow

with death, and shit, and snow,
aching muscles,
clay and roots.



Today is the day for our poetry link-up!  Bravely add your poem, original or not, to the link up. I can't wait to read them.


2 comments:

Amy said...

Like I said this morning, Amy, I really like this poem. I love the genuine voice and the messiness of the garden and the tension in that half-done and then undone work, the sense that for all the effort something might not grow. Also the shitting, 'cause that's what birds do. Thanks for sharing this.

Amy said...

:-)